CHRONOSTASIS lyrics

[Verse I: lil clipZ]
I got problems that you can't see, so
Promise that you won't put trust in me
I'm sorry
I don't wanna fumble the bag
Cause leaving you all hurt
Will make me feel all bad
My choice is I fall back
And put dreams of us to sleep
Or we go into a life where you are unhappy
And I spend all of my time tryna reverse feelings
And for the rest of your life you are resenting me
How selfish?
How motherf*ckin' selfish of me
But if he's out of your life, it doesn't matter to me
To me its just another goal that I got to achieve
Perseverance has lately been really kind to me
And I been tryna see how far that I can take it
I don't know why I love it when you lie to me
But the smile on my face, I can't fake it
I'm helpless
How motherf*ckin helpless of me
But if he's out of your life, it doesn't matter to me
To me its just another goal that I got to achieve
Perseverance has lately been really kind to me
And I been tryna see how far that I can take it
My imagination been playin tricks on me
It's hard for me to conceive
Everything that I'm thinking
She a phantom to me
And she's haunting my hallways
Can you talk to me
Spiritbox, EVP
Camera infrared
I am trying to see
How someone like me
Can end up this hurt
By an entity
A phantom of sorts
[Verse II: The Great Big Ben]
(Oh sh*t, famalam)
We'll see creation come undone
These bones that bound us will be gone
We'll stir our spirits till we're one
Then soft as shadows we'll become
I must write the meaning of my life
Or else all would be in vain
If I can't stop time
I'll build a world where God cannot take us

[Verse III: lil clipZ]
Trap money clipZ sh*t
My sh*t, that's none of your business
FF was written about you
And you didn't even listen, so
I bump the Grease soundtrack and think about you
Hopelessly devoted to you to Danny from Sandy
f*ck cl0ud and t1fa, all I want is **** and Andy
But you don't want it, oh
I know you don't want it, so
Don't gimme the benefit of the doubt
I know you don't want it
So I'm sitting alone in my studio
In my room alone
Knowing you're out with him
And I can't do sh*t about it
You seem happier than usual
And I'm more depressed than usual
You seem happier than usual
And I'm more depressed than you