­armageddon lyrics

[Verse 1]
Last week I contemplated giving up hope
I know, I know, I'm not, I was close
Instead I got it bad, I smoked just to forget
It's been so bleak
Dropping weight, I feel pretty weak
No matter all the food that I eat
The younger me, I swear
It would've been her dream

[Pre-Chorus]
But it's my nightmare
Searching for relief but it's not there
Searching for a reason, it ain't fair
I don't care, I'm gonna throw a fit

[Chorus]
Isn't armageddon but I'm getting f*cking sick of it
Sick of endless remedies without an endless benefit
Maybe that's the more bitter pill
That it ain't armageddon, I'm just living in my own hell

[Verse 2]
I'm fine, I'm only miserable like all of the time
But don't look sorry for me
Or else I'll lie and spit some bullsh*t line like
"It's all a blessing in disguise"
[Pre-Chorus]
Of a nightmare
Searching for relief but it's not there
Searching for a reason, it ain't fair
I don't care, I'm gonna throw a fit

[Chorus]
Isn't armageddon but I'm getting f*cking sick of it
Sick of endless remedies without an endless benefit
Maybe that's the more bitter pill
That it ain't armageddon, I'm just living in my own hell

[Outro]
Oh, in my own hell
Living in my own hell
That ain't armageddon, I'm just
Living in my own hell