my melody lyrics

I'm spending all my time thinking of the things you said
All the precious little [?] running through my head
You know you're wasting time because I'm not in your bed
I wish [?] instead of waiting to be dead

I wish that I was pretty
I wish that I was the girl for you
I wish that you were [?]
I wish that my dreams would come true
I wish [?]
I wish that you could love me too
I'm done [?] fleeting [?]
I wish [?]