Razorblade lyrics

[Intro]
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[Chorus]
I've been tryna figure out how to numb the pain
And my wrists still bleed from my razorblade
Though I try so hard, I cannot escape
I heard you feel a lot of peace up at heaven's gates
Woah, oh
Woah

[Post-Chorus]
And all these scars on my heart, weighin' down, heavy on my soul
Wonder if I die tonight, would you care at all?

[Chorus]
I've been tryna figure out how to numb the pain
And my wrists still bleed from this razorblade ([?])
Though I try so hard, I just can't escape
I heard you feel a lot of peace up at heaven's gates

[Post-Chorus]
And all these scars on my heart, weighin' down, heavy on my soul
Wonder if I die tonight, would you care at all?