Paranoid pt. 3 lyrics

[Intro]
Hmm
Yeah (yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]
Feel like I can barely breathe with all this panic attacks
So much anxiety inside, I'm barely managin’ that
I know that suicide's the outcome, I'm acceptin’ that fact
I know that once I pull the trigger, no, I can't take it back

[Verse]
And I got voices in my head and I don't know what sh*t is real
I got doctors tellin' me I'm schizophrenic, here's a pill
People judgin' me, but they don't understand the way I feel
Ever since my diagnosis mama treat me like I’ll kill

I can’t fall asleep in darkness, need some lights above my head
'cause I got demons in my room and they keep walkin’ by my bed
They keep sayin' it ain't real, it's real to me, so b*tch I’m scared
I'm a paranoid, f*ck, I keep a gun so I'm prepared

They said I'ma end up homeless, dead or I'ma be in jail
They say that's the consequences if I don't keep takin' these pills
When I think about my future it's all dark and I get chills
Why the f*ck should I give up when all my live I done prevailed?
[Chorus]
Feel like I can barely breathe with all this panic attacks
So much anxiety inside, I'm barely managin' that
I know that suicide's the outcome, I'm acceptin' that fact
I know that once I pull the trigger, no, I can't take it back

[Verse 2]
But I don't wanna keep dealing with this sh*t up in my head
I just wanna grab a gun and fill my brains up with this lead
I just wanna find peace, I think I'll find it when I'm dead
I ain't got no one to help me, I'm alone and f*ck, I'm scared