Sit outside in my car with a milkshake
Chase down a Xanax and smile
I'm drooling but I love the way it feels when I can't feel
Like breathing when you're dead
I love every moment when I'm f*cked up
I love every moment when I'm f*cked up
I love every moment when I'm f*cked up
I wish my old friends could stand me now
But they wouldn't last a minute
I'm boring but I can't even be bothered to listen
Like speaking to the dead
I listen so closely when I'm f*cked up
I listen so closely when I'm f*cked up
I love every moment when I'm f*cked up
Sit outside in my car with a milkshake
Chase down a Xanax and smile
I'm drooling but I love the way it feels when I can't feel
Like breathing when you're dead
I love every moment when I'm f*cked up
I listen so closely when I'm f*cked up
I'm so happy when I'm f*cked up