Long Year lyrics

[Verse 1]
I lost a lot of friends back when Dom popped
My first album, first week, swear it all flopped
Labels on my line, then the calls stopped
Interscope told me straight, I'm a long shot
Then Dad died, I almost beat him to it
And people want a star, look at me to do it
I got off the drugs
And now I sit here wondering where the f*ck I was

[Chorus]
It's been a long year
Crying on the phone, something wrong here
Momma told me, "Gotta keep it strong, dear"
f*ck is goin on here?
It's been a long year
Crying on the phone, something wrong here
Momma told me, "Gotta keep it strong, dear"
f*ck is goin on here?

[Verse 2]
I left the love of my life just to love what I write
Just so I can look back and be proud of what I done with my life
Tell 'em double my price 'til the money is right
We done sacrificed too much to let 'em all f*ck with my light
f*ck out my sight
I do this sh*t for a young me
So if you listening, don't you run please
'Cause even in the dark times
The kids wear crowns, everything is alright
Everything is alright
I got off the drugs
And now I sit here wondering where the f*ck I was
[Chorus]
It's been a long year
Crying on the phone, something wrong here
Momma told me, "Gotta keep it strong, dear"
f*ck is goin on here?
It's been a long year
Crying on the phone, something wrong here
Momma told me, "Gotta keep it strong, dear"
f*ck is goin on here?

[Outro]
Hey man, it's John
I love you, bro, miss you
New sh*t's f*ckin' crazy, you already know
I told you, man, everything's gonna be alright
And just f*ckin' look at you now