PTSD lyrics

[Verse]
Flashback, checks in my pocket gotta cash that
Scratch that, can't somebody tell me where that acid at?
Woods in my backpack, trees up in my snapback
Bought another pack of [?], so let me take a drag of that
Think I got a bad batch
Bummin' and I can't relax
Smoking on that Osama bin Laden, don't know where we at
Now you [?] watch you bleed like this was battle rap
Cut you with the motherf*cking sword, never had a gat
b*tches like to talk that sh*t but watch me, I'ma handle that
I don't even think, I just find out where the hatchet at
Swing into your neck, bullets sweat down your f*ckin' back
Get rid of yo head, b*tches dead after I attack
Grippin' that pistol, come point it right at me
You think that you hard 'cause you startin' a tragedy
But I'm a ghost, don't try to battle me
Bullets go through me, that sh*t doesn't matter, see
[?] that acid take over my system and paints my soul black
And I'm dreaming of ways to take all that sh*t back
When I think of the past, my brain start to blast
On that Jimmy Neutron sh*t, my mind is Nickelodeon
Watchin' all that, drinkin' green tea, rollin' spliffs
Breathe the dark and hold it in
Grab the gun and load the sh*t
Point it at my face and let it blow, it don't ever end
[Chorus]
PTSD in my soul, lost all of my friends
To the outside, how to die
Get a lesson in
Killin' bloody murder 101 what I call this sh*t
This ain't f*ckin' rap, man, it's that f*cking holocaustic sh*t
b*tch