Ruin It lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm only gonna hurt you
And pull you in between
No one scares myself
Half as much as me

[Pre-Chorus]
I go and ignore you
Make you think that I don't want you
My heavy days, I know they haunt you
Why are you still here?

[Chorus]
I'm only gonna ruin it
Don't come near me
All of these bruises
That you carry with me
You're not scared of all my demons
Still here, and holding on
So I ruin it

[Verse 2]
You always said I'm different
You know everything
Saw me from a distance
Open up your wings
[Pre-Chorus]
If I could hold you closer than I ever did
I'd make the most of all the little things
How can you say you'll never leave?

[Chorus]
I'm only gonna ruin it
Don't come near me
All of these bruises
That you carry with me
You're not scared of all my demons
Still here, and holding on
So I ruin it