Artistical Crisis lyrics

[Chorus]
Why am I trying so hard?
Every single track I make is a mess
I don't really want to feel this way
This sound that's coming out just never f*cking hits
Can't find what I'm looking for
All the different flows I'm trying always out the door
Can't find the f*cking reason why I'm always bored
Feel discouraged — hope I won't give up and hit the floor (yeah)

[Verse]
Trying different styles, different voices, different rhymes
Still don't like the result and I feel like quitting and I don't know the ride
Want to be better, but I can't do sh*t
[?]
Don't have the time to be making this sh*t
Wish I was born in a different place
Like New Zealand or United States
It will be much easier to write some text
Can't just my [?] — gotta cope what's next
[?]
No more ideas
I'm under attack
The voices are saying that this sh*t is whack
I get a [?], I get a pack
f*ck all this sh*t
This is so sad
[Chorus]
Why am I trying so hard?
Every single track I make is a mess
I don't really want to feel this way
This sound that's coming out just never f*cking hits
Can't find what I'm looking for
All the different flows I'm trying always out the door
Can't find the f*cking reason why I'm always bored
Feel discouraged — hope I won't give up and hit the floor (yeah)