​bloodshot freestyle lyrics

[Intro]
Wow, demxntia

[Verse]
I just wanna know where my mind is at
It's somewhere in between being happy and sad
I wish that I could take away the pain from my friends
But everybody knows that it never ends, man
I can barely help myself, forget everyone else
Giving out advice I barely follow myself
I just wanna disappear, f*ck heaven or hell
Six o’clock in the morning, eyes glued to my cell
Bloodshot red, got a pain in my head
I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
Lookin' in the mirror, think I’m halfway dead
Or almost there, I don't even think I care, but
Mom's gettin' worried at the habits I have
I apologize for everything in the past
Doin' f*ck sh*t every day, skippin' all of my classes
But I'm glad it's workin’ out, let me pay you back
Every time I drop a song, people ask if it’s sad
And everybody spam my sh*t, only for a collab
But I don't f*ck with anybody ’less you one of my brothers
And if I barely work with them, then why the f*ck should I bother with you?
And I'm gettin' tired of all of this bullsh*t that comes with the things that I do
f*ck up my voice just to make a new song every day so this dream comes true
But honestly forget all that, I can buy the sh*t I want because I'll make it back
Replace the pain with Y-3s in the triple black
Call it first-degree murder when I kill this track
Crescent moon on my wrist, I’m alive in the night
If the reaper tryna take me, I'ma put up a fight
Everybody is sus', so I keep my circle tight
Don't pretend to be my friend and get the f*ck out my sight, yeah