Down the Rabbit Hole lyrics

I've still been thinking about it
All this old sh*t coming to haunt me
Disrespected loss of humanity
Hesitant and brought to disparity

(I fall down) The rabbit hole again
(I rebound) Seems like the sh*t will never end
(I can't find) The light at the end of the tunnel
(It's all a lie) 'Cause I feel like I'll never be normal

You all want a f*cking piece of me
Back in the day nobody could see
A laughing stock is what you made of me
Get the f*ck out, your only motive is greed

(I fall down) The rabbit hole again
(I rebound) Seems like the sh*t will never end
(I can't find) Thе light at the end of the tunnеl
(It's all a lie) 'Cause I feel like I'll never be normal

You say you've changed, you say you're sorry
But I can't help but wonder
Looking back on it you see you've caused my mind to slumber
Apologies only go so far
And yet I prosper
You've made me who I am today, without you I'd be nothing