Better than hurt lyrics

[Verse 1]
Everything lately is great
Which makes me feel kind of uncomfortable
Cause usually I hate
My life and I've grown to be comfortable
Not feeling okay
My mom told me that she loves the way
I've been acting these days
I just hope that it lasts

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause love is deceiving
I've seen it before
One day you might miss me
But the next, no more
I'm still picking myself off the floor

[Chorus]
But now I'm not depressed
Now I don't hate myself
Now I'm not lonely
Can look back and see for myself
That I'll be okay
The comedown was f*cking hell
From the drug that is pain
But now it's okay
[Verse 2]
It's late in the day
Don't get enough sleep to function normally
You're insane
Is how my mom feels about this habit
That I can't seem to break
And tired is how I always seem to feel
But I say
It's better than hurt

[Pre-Chorus]
There's hint of some feeling
Different than before
But if I let it all flood in
It'll break down the door
You won't have me anymore

[Chorus]
But now I'm not depressed
Now I don't hate myself
Now I'm not lonely
Can look back and see for myself
That I'll be okay
The comedown was f*cking hell
From the drug that is pain
But now it's okay
Yeah now it's okay
Now it's okay
Now I'm okay