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[Chorus]
I can't figure out where to go
Maybe I just really might be better on my own
It's not like that I'm not used to being alone
I just like it better when I have someone to hold
But they always go and I always run
"unknxwn. I can't wait for you to blow"
That's not what I want
I just want a home where I can go when cold
Never works out though, I'm forever alone

I can't figure out where to go
Maybe I just really might be better on my own
It's not like that I'm not used to being alone
I just like it better when I have someone to hold
But they always go and I always run
"unknxwn. I can't wait for you to blow"
That's not what I want
I just want a home where I can go when cold
Never works out though, I'm forever alone

[Verse]
I've done some things that I don't like to say
I've been all of the things that I say that I hate
A cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
I don't want you to see, can you please close your eyes?
But I have learned from all my mistakes
I won't ever go back to reside in that place
I have changed for the better and that I can say
I put on that on my grave
I don't why it's so hard to figure out what I would want
I think I stop and say it's over but my pain ain't ever done
I can never get away, be the reason I should stay
Everyday is only just a drag from all the other days
I don't really get the point of all this
Would you try to save me if I fall in?
Because I'm falling, please f*cking stop it
This sh*t is not it, my heart is knotted
Don't say that I'll f*ck up
I hate that I lost love
Honestly, I'm not much
Don't go get your hopes up
I am just a f*ck up, trying not to f*ck up
I know that I'm stuck up, so you can shut the f*ck up
In my room tryna write these songs
Just to f*cking try and right my wrongs
How much weight on my chest? A ton
I can't wait for the day I'm done
[Chorus]
I can't figure out where to go
Maybe I just really might be better on my own
It's not like that I'm not used to being alone
I just like it better when I have someone to hold
But they always go and I always run
"unknxwn. I can't wait for you to blow"
That's not what I want
I just want a home where I can go when cold
Never works out though, I'm forever alone