IWBMBO. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
Stuck in my room, bumping my songs, I wanna blow my brains out
Why the f*ck you asking what's wrong? You cannot make me okay now
You wanna talk, I wanna load my gun, take all the pain out
f*ck is the sun? Not waking up at dawn, wanna be done now
sh*t I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna, wait, I'm really gonna f*cking leave now
I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today
Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I always will not be enough

[Verse]
What did I do? Am I wrong? I f*cking suck I know it
Life is a game, I'm gonna lose, I had a chance and blown it
I cannot change, stuck in my ways, I do not like who I see
Don't wanna glow, I wanna fade, I do not think you like me
Sorry about what I did, sorry about who I am
Sorry for what I will do, you won't hear from me again
All my pain I f*cking hid coming from inside of me
Fighting with myself to live the way I think is right for me
I just hit 100K, I might be a 19D, sad as f*ck like everyday
'Cause I don't know who I should be
Broken in like every way, I don't want you to fix me
All I need right now today is just you here beside me
[Chorus]
Stuck in my room, bumping my songs, I wanna blow my brains out
Why the f*ck you asking what's wrong? You cannot make me okay now
You wanna talk, I wanna load my gun, take all the pain out
f*ck is the sun? Not waking up at dawn, wanna be done now
sh*t I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna, wait, I'm really gonna f*cking leave now
I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today
Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I always will not be enough