Monstrous lyrics

This is not all of me
I choose the parts you see
All my weakness bottled up
And left to tremble on a shelf

This is not all of me
I choose the parts you see
Crushed under all that you want
And knowing I will f*ck it up

Hey!

I'm not so tough I'm just good at pretending
And most of my wounds are infected and leaking
I know that I'm lost and my energy's draining
I think I'll be dead before I can explain it

I can't give you anymore
I can't give you what you want
I can't give you anymore
I can't give you what you want