So heavy lyrics

Maybe one day
I'll find sleep
I'll manage to find an escape

I hear the birds
It's the middle of march
Sunbeams in my sunken eyes

Oh I'm 18 now

I know the world will keep on spinning
Even if I had to disappear
I'll be there with you one day
And we'll be surfin the skies

But maybe one day
I'll find love
I'll run away from this city

That I have
Always tried to dodge
And I'd stop being so lonely

I was born to never be free

But as always I get so caught in the dream
That one day I'll wake up from this
Reality seems so distant from me
Yet my heart seems so heavy