Slow Negative Order lyrics

Never again, never, never again
Am i buried in the black of a name
How can you say this is punishment for my crimes?
How can i justify

Waiting for the feeling
Pinned down by your expectation
Sacrificing being
Myself a little more
Watch you disappearing
Wanting you to take me with you
Smile if you can hear me say i
Wasted it all on you

(Time slowly betrays
And now i take what i’m owed)

Time slowly betrays, it betrays every one of us
And now i take what i’m owed, now i take what i'm owed
Oh god it feels like so long ago
Time slowly betrays, has nobody told you, has nobody told you?
I never did enough and now it’s time
To make me part with yours and mine

Never again, never, never again
Am i buried in the black of a name
How can you say this is punishment for my crimes?
Oh god i’ve wasted it all on you
Oh god i’ve wasted
It all on you