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[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
You told me to paint with my traumas as a pigment
Now I just see the ugliest color ever invented
I am a stereotype of myself, walking around with my pants cuffed around my ankles
Like the kid that you crushed on in 2014
He had a typewriter where he'd write his poetry
And every word seemed so vapid and overused
He was an E. E. c*mmings, but he wasn't c*mming for you

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I'm a mess and I don't care if you see that
At least I'm not dead yet
Now I'm a wreck and I want you to see it
Want you to feel the same shame that caused it
I want to see you on a wall likе Samuel
I want to see your confidence fall
I'm bеtting that you'll give up before then
You can't survive without your friends

[Chorus]
But I'm alright, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
I'm alright, I'm all set
But f*ck you and all of your little friends
[Post-Chorus]
You're not really that good at anything you wanna be
And f*ck you for that
I'm fine, I'm ok
I didn't really feel like catching you back anyway

[Instrumental]
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[Verse 2]
I can say that I don't really admire your dedication
Got a lot of sh*t on your plate, are you gonna eat it?
Wanna shove it in your face, but I know better
Wanna kill myself, but I don't want to put in the effort
I am a walking farce and a disgrace
I am a f*cking joke and you made me that way
I hear your voice in back of my head
But you never seem to have nice things to say

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I'm a mess and I don't care if you see that
At least I'm not dead yet
Now I'm a wreck and I want you to see it
Want you to feel the same shame that caused it
I want to see you on a wall like Samuel
I want to see your confidence fall
I'm betting that you'll give up before then
You can't survive without your friends
[Chorus]
But I'm fine, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
I'm alright, I'm all set
But f*ck you and all of your little friends

[Verse 3]
I am the monster under my bed
I am the person looking through your window at night
I am the bad guy in my own life
I am the bad guy in my own life
I am the boogie-man to my own brain
I am the crazy I wish that I would never be
I am the bad guy in my own life
I am the bad guy, I'll f*ck it up right

[Chorus]
But I'm fine, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
And I'm alright, and I'm all set
But f*ck you and all of your little friends

[Chorus]
But I'm fine, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
And I'm alright, and I'm all set
But f*ck you and all of your little friends
[Outro]
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