Novocaine lyrics

[Verse 1]
You're eating me alive every night
Almost died from the get go
Haunting me but I get reminded
Of times where I let go

[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you talk to me, I swear
You're taking a part of me, oh no
Promised me that you'd always be there
Cold shoulder always takes me out
Can't go another round

[Chorus]
And I can't get away
I've lived this nightmare my whole life
Numb like novocaine
Can't feel a thing, I'm paralyzed

You're making it easier to lose myself
Only got half the will to survive
I never thought you'd be the reason I need help
I'm dancing on the edge of a knife

[Verse 2]
Almost believed I was gone off the deep end
You best believe I'ma take you down
You kept all my secrets, but now you're anemic
You best believe I'ma take you down
[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you talk to me, I swear
You're taking a part of me, oh no
Promised me that you'd always be there
Cold shoulder always takes me out
Can't go another round

[Chorus]
And I can't get away
I've lived this nightmare my whole life
Numb like novocaine
Can't feel a thing, I'm paralyzed

You're making it easier to lose myself
Only got half the will to survive
I never thought you'd be the reason I need help
I'm dancing on the edge of a knife