​actress. lyrics

[Verse]
I don't believe myself
I feel like I'm synthesizing hell
It wasn't bad enough to justify relaying
To the people in my life
Who I tell

[Chorus]
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[Verse]
I don't feel I belong
It feels like nothing all along
I feel compelled to confess every single thing I've ever done
That could be construed as wrong

[Verse]
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Everything [???] the specter of the pain
But it feels like it is here again
Safety twisted into fear
The safety is corruption of there

[Chorus]
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[Chorus]
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