A Funeral lyrics

"…It wasn’t your fault, it wasn’t anybody’s fault
I just wanted it all. Everybody just wants it all, right?"

[Verse 1]
Gone away, such a sweet memory
I swear what I felt was paradise
Now the gray saturates every shade
And the sun is yet to rise
When, several things sever me from those feelings
But I can’t look them in the eyes
I feel the world is turning
Am I alive?

[Pre-Chorus]
"Repentance will serve those who cleanse their soul
But it burns those who hide"

[Chorus]
Now awake and offered a way
Could it bе it's for my heart?
I never want to bеlieve in the divine
No, I can't stop thinking of the things
That I’ve failed throughout my life
It’s a funeral, and no, you cannot hide inside

[Verse 2]
I would care for your thorns
With my warm bloodied hands
As you fade into the night
But I'm this man who thinks he could understand
With all his f*cking time to live
[Pre-Chorus]
If this sickness is growing into my head
Can it burn wicked minds?
And leave me purified?

[Chorus]
Now awake and offered a way
Could it be it's for my heart?
I never want to believe in the divine
No, I can't stop thinking of the things
That I’ve failed throughout my life
It’s a funeral, and no, you cannot hide inside

[Bridge]
Say that you’ll let me see the sky
And stay where the flowers bloom at night
Oh, is it something I did
To make it all change?
Let me go, or let me know
If there’s a place for me still
In your eyes

[Chorus]
Now awake and offered a way
Could it be it's for my heart?
I never want to believe in the divine
No, I can't stop thinking of the things
That I’ve failed throughout my life
It’s a funeral, and no, you cannot hide inside