If I Try To Find You lyrics

[Verse 1]
Haven't seen you in a while
I wonder where you are now
Seemed so grown, but I was just a child
Everything you said was so profound

[Verse 2]
When you found me I was perfect, freshly seventeen
Said you had never met a girl that was like me
Spilled your words like honey, sickly sweet and I believe
Swear I'm grown now that I know now but I still think

[Chorus]
If I try to find you
Will I be scared with what I see?
If I try to find you
When you see me, will you believe?

[Verse 3]
You shoulda known better
You had a decade over me
Thought you were a storm that I could wеather
I was blind babe, now I see

[Verse 4]
Shoulda listenеd when they told me to run far from you
Promised worlds and mountains that were never true
All you wanted was to f*ck me, that's all you would do
I should move on, find a new one, but I don't want to
[Chorus]
If I try to find you
Will I be scared with what I see?
If I try to find you
When you see me, will you believe?

[Outro]
Show your face
I need to see
The bitter taste
Of ecstasy
Why do I still care?
I still care