Beautiful Disaster lyrics

[Verse 1: Choirboy]
Swag Toof
Dreams got you down some rough roads, Kansas boy
Do you really know what you want out of this life?
Oh, you down? This what you chose, Kansas boy
Does it matter now that you know what it feels like?
Shoulda been a lawyer, coulda been a doctor
[?]
Praying too long so I won't disappoint my father
When I say [?] you know I really mean a f*cking [?]
When I say this please don't confuse what the f*ck I'm after
Oh, you about that life? You swear you all about that life?
[?] champagne on every flight, a different city every night
Envision Benzes, b*tches, pictures, but the outcome come a lil' different
Free shows, promos, EBT, Section 8 on the verge of pitching
Just tryna take care of my family, homie, pray for me
The image that they sellin', swear it looks amazing
You can have that sh*t, that sh*t don't mean a thing to me
You can have that sh*t, that sh*t don't mean a thing to me

[Chorus: Ben Gibbard]
This is the moment
That you know
That you told her that you loved her, but you don't
You touch her skin
And then, you think
That she is beautiful
But she don't mean a thing to me
Yeah, she is beautiful
But she don't mean a thing to me
[Verse 2: Ouija Macc]
Swag Toof
Six hours in the bathroom with the water running
Party full of people having fun, I was smokin' something
FaceTime the shawty, we was hardly even sayin' nothing
Lookin' at each other just a stone's throw from overdosing
She loved I started with the zone and got it poppin' though
God gives me lemons then I'm goin' god shopping, hoe
She had a soccer scholarship then let it drop from go
I never saw a day of high school, I had guap from dro
Copped the most we copped on EBT around my corner store
And 40 o's they rang 'em up as cases of that ramen, bro (They did)
She my shawty but I swear she like my partner though (She is)
I'm off my meds, gun to my head, so when I call her it's like
Excuse me babe, excuse me babe
Been through some things that changed me
Excuse me babe, excuse me babe
This life done made me crazy

[Outro: Ouija Macc & Ben Gibbard]
And it's like
It's not that I don't love you
This is the moment
It's just that I don't know me yet, you feel me?
That you know
Pass the blunt
That you told her that you loved her, but you don't
You touch her skin
And then, you think
That she is beautiful
But she don't mean a thing to me
Yeah, she is beautiful
But she don't mean a thing to me
She is beautiful
But she don't mean a thing to me