fadeaway lyrics

[Intro]
Ooo, ooo (Mmm)
Just won't fade away (Just won't fade away)
Just won't fade away
Ooo, ooo (Mmm)
Just won't fade away (Just won't fade away)
Just won't fade away

[Verse]
I wanna run away from all this pain, I cannot fight it, I'm going insane
All of these demons, they in my head, screaming, and I can't do nothing but take all this blame
Everything bad that has happens, my fault, I don't know how, but I know that I'm lost
I'm pullin' my hair out 'cause I'm going crazy, and I just can't seem to run from my thoughts
Thoughts that I hear, can't get out of my head, feel like my family's better instead
If I wasn't here 'cause I cause so much problems, I feel like that I would be better off dead
I don't belong here, and I'm so alone, feel like I got no one, I'm on my own
Sit and I think about all my mistakes, 'til my mind's ready, ready to explode
Don't you dare tell me that, "it can get better," 'cause you do not know how I feel everyday
Open my eyes, and I wish that I didn't, 'cause I am so tired of feeling this pain
Everyone tells me that it'll be okay, everyone is always saying the same
Tell me I'm strong, but I know that I'm not, walk with a smile because I am ashamed
Ashamed that I love all the people who leave me, tell me, "be happy," I wish it was easy!
Wish that the ones who were breaking my heart, wasn't the ones that I'm wanting to pieces
So, tell my mama, "I'm sorry," I wish I could go back in time and restart
Don't wanna live on this Earth anymore, 'cause I can't escape all the pain in my heart
Just wanna leave, and Mama, I'm sorry, I know that you wanted the best for your kid
Lately, I'm numb, and I don't wanna be here, I've been so tired, and I don't wanna live
Everyone tells me, "the strong will survive," I guess I finally know what they meant
It's hard to hold on, and it's killing my spirit, I gotta keep fighting 'cause I repent
[Outro]
Ooo, ooo (Mmm)
Just won't fade away (Just won't fade away)
Just won't fade away
Ooo, ooo (Mmm)
Just won't fade away (Just won't fade away)
Just won't fade away