What Have I Become lyrics

So so tired
I wanna go to bed
I feel like sh*t
I wish that I were dead
My brain is numb
I feel sick in the head
I f*cked up, I want my skin to shed
Make me bleed so I can feel somethin'
I don't deserve to feel anything
My soul is broke
I need to drink something
f*ck my life I'm tired of living

What have I become
Shell of a man
No longer who I used to be

What have I become
I'm f*cking done
I'm f*cking sick of being me

Future I can't see
In misery
Stuck on the sins that crafted me
I want to change
No one to blame
Except for mysеlf
And I'm so lame
What have I becomе
Shell of a man
No longer who I used to be

What have I become
I'm f*cking done
I'm f*cking sick of being me