Suffering In Silence lyrics

[Verse 1]
Five years off the chemicals, I'm still scared of my own brain
Took time but I'm miserable, still scared of my old ways
They ask if I'm fine, I tell them a lie
The truth of the matter I'm broken inside
I'm trying to climb, been fallin' behind
And if I don't make it, don't think I'll survive

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't let my demons out, so I gotta keep fightin'
And I can't let 'em break me down, so I'm just suffering in silence

[Chorus]
So I'm just suffering in silence
I've been suffering in silence

[Verse 2]
Why would you want this life, I don't leave this house
I stoppеd doing drugs, so I don't go out
And people been talking, they been fillin' mе with doubt
Like maybe I should go back on em
Go and buy a brand new bottle then I'll f*ck my life up
Go and see the reaper, ask him when's my time up
Pop another pill, black out
Tell 'em I'm done, I'm done
And I can't say all the things that I feel
I just throw away my heart in the furnace
[Bridge]
So go ahead and run, I'll just walk away
Everybody does in the end
Run, I'll just walk away
Everybody does in the end

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't let my demons out, so I gotta keep fightin'
And I can't let 'em break me down, so I'm just suffering in silence

[Chorus]
So I'm just suffering in silence
I've been suffering in silence