Rant Song, I Guess lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm only 16 years old, and
And I've decided I'm gonna die alone
When I'm sat alone in bed
No notifications, I may as well be dead
No one to say goodnight for so long
You don't know what you had until its gone

[Chorus]
Maybe if I was better looking
I wouldn't have to look
For so long, for somebody to lean on
Maybe if I had a clear face
Maybe if I wrote better songs
Maybe I could more easily fall in love

[Verse 2]
Take this sh*tty chord progression
Please put it somewhere better
Sometimes I look up at the stars
And wonder if its all gonna go really wrong

[Chorus]
Maybe if I was better looking
I wouldn't have to look
For so long, for somebody to lean on
Maybe if I had a clear face
Maybe if I wrote better songs
Maybe I could more easily fall in love
[Outro]
I think some things sometimes
That make me scare my myself
Could be worse or better
Why do I do this to myself
It's only gonna hurt
Why do I even try
I'm sorry
I'm sorry