ID (Track 13) lyrics

[Chorus]
Lying on my bed, staring at the wall
Trying to take in the weight of it all
I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna call
Right now I wanna feel like nothing at all

[Verse]
I was zoned as f*ck in the VC
Everyone was silent, it felt like [?] could kill me
I was holding out, someone please just break the tension
Why am I like this? Why am I so deadpan?

Why are you all like this? Why are you all so talented?
Why am I so messed up? Please [?] something happen
Anything but silence
Just something to hide the violence in my head, makеs me wish I was dead

[Bridge]
Thought I need a change of pacе, but then my heart began to race
I need some help, I'm not okay but I just don't know what to say
I'm overstimulated by my lack of stimulation
I'm a walking contradiction writing a real-life piece of fiction for myself

[Refrain]
And I'm a f*cking trainwreck, damn, I swear to f*cking god
I think I need to overhaul the sh*t I'm working on
And everyone around me, they're just caught up in the storm
I'm an as*h*le, I hurt everyone that I adore
[Chorus]
Lying on my bed, staring at the wall
Trying to take in the weight of it all
I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna call
Right now I wanna feel like nothing at all

[Refrain]
And I'm a f*cking trainwreck, damn, I swear to f*cking god
I think I need to overhaul the sh*t I'm working on
And everyone around me, they're just caught up in the storm
I'm an as*h*le, I hurt everyone that I adore

And I'm a f*cking trainwreck, damn, I swear to f*cking god
I think I need to overhaul the sh*t I'm working on
And everyone around me, they're just caught up in the storm
I'm an as*h*le, I hurt everyone that I adore