​hard for me lyrics

Leave
Take everything away so I can grieve
Made peace with my denial, so naive, yeah
I try to let you in but it's hard for me
Hard for me, yeah

Leave
You made me something I could never be
Been chasing trauma with some gasoline, yeah
I tried to let you in but it's hard for me
Hard for me, no

Etched into my heart I can't forget
Did some things I'm starting to regret
Burning holes into your silhouette

I can't shake thе feeling that I'm f*cked up
Running out of luck, yeah
Glossy eyеs like tints leaving nothing up above, yeah
Hop in the sky and forget it, yeah
Leaving the ground like I rent it, yeah

But feeling no relief
Take everything away so I can grieve
Made peace with my denial, so naive, yeah
I try to let you in but it's hard for me
Hard for me, yeah
Leave
You made me something I could never be
Been chasing trauma with some gasoline, yeah
I tried to let you in but it's hard for me
Hard for me, no

(I can't leave this state of mind
I can't leave this state of mind)