I feel dead lyrics

[Verse]
I feel like I've f*cked up again
I feel dead, I keep a rifle by my bed
In my head I'm turning fast, I'm feeling so attached to you
Goin' so far down, I don't know how, but I look up to you
I feel like I've f*cked up again
I feel dead, I keep a rifle by my bed
Ooh, ha, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ha, ooh-ooh
I feel like I've f*cked up again
I feel dead, I keep a rifle by my bed
I feel like I've f*cked up again
I feel dead