Invisible Scars lyrics

I hope there is an end of this story, f*ck

Everywhere I go, every time I sleep
I go around in the circle
Again and again, on my way
To a better life, with a free heart
A carefree mind
It's joining me through time and distance
Like my f*cking shadow

Invisible scars, caused by myself
So deep, deep inside me
I played with the fire in my heart

It has finally caught me

They told me
It's time for change
The beauty enticed me
To risk so many mistakes
Why not, why not?
The signs were clear
The clouds were here
Who knows? who knows? Maybe they're still right
Maybe there will be rain again