Closer to the Grave lyrics

[Chorus]
One step closer to the grave, I don't know where I’ve been going
Just tell me how you feel cause I've been scared to show emotion
It's just hate in my veins, got no love that I can see
They tell me that this help, well sh*t, I guess it’s make-believe

Cause I just f*ck it up, I f*ck it up, I f*ck it up again
They stab my back, I'm by my lonely, b*tch, I got no friends
It's hard for me to trust 'em but I always trust the bands
It's hard for me to love it when I'm falling in the end

I think I'm wasted, all alone, pitch black, I can't take it
N-O-C-L-U-E, b*tch, I’m going till the grave hit
Trauma in my head, I’ve been too scared, no, I won't face it
Got no one I can call, yeah, no wonder why I hate sh*t

[Verse]
I’ve been running out of patience, I've been running out of hope
Didn't mean to lash out, hope next time I breathe, I choke
I've been hanging by the noose, I’ve been running out of rope
sh*t been getting real dark, might just end it on this note

Tell my family that I love 'em, tell these friends- Man, I don't know
Feels like everybody switch, now I've been rotting here alone
I've been stuck up in my mind, too many thoughts up in the chamber
I don't really talk but just know I f*cking hate ya
Been hard to find my head, it's been hard to find the love
It's hard for me to trust when I never gave a f*ck
sh*t, I guess I'll just keep coping, razors to my throat, b*tch
They tell me that I'm paranoid, I sleep with one eye opened

[Pre-Chorus]
I think I'm falling, I've been running out of options
Never heals for my heart when I talk sh*t
Pour a cup, I drink that sh*t until I'm gone
b*tch, cause I be rolling in my coffin

[Chorus]
One step closer to the grave, I don't know where I've been going
Just tell me how you feel cause I've been scared to show emotion
It's just hate in my veins, got no love that I can see
They tell me that this help, well sh*t, I guess it's make-believe

Cause I just f*ck it up, I f*ck it up, I f*ck it up again
They stab my back, I'm by my lonely, b*tch, I got no friends
It's hard for me to trust 'em but I always trust the bands
It's hard for me to love it when I'm falling in the end

I think I'm wasted, all alone, pitch black, I can't take it
N-O-C-L-U-E, b*tch, I'm going till the grave hit
Trauma in my head, I've been too scared, no, I won't face it
Got no one I can call, yeah, no wonder why I hate sh*t