Controversial lyrics

[Verse 1]
What am I doing
Don't know what I'm doing
So I’ll just do nothing until
Day job so empty
My brain’s slowly melting
But I still do nothing until

[Chorus]
I know
It’s real
This fantasy air
Sweet enemy
Keep running away
I wanna make mistakes
I wanna be controversial
Shake away the fear
I want to appear
Need you with me here

[Verse 2]
Winter’s up ahead
Lay face down in my bed
Hearing sounds of nothing wondering
Glass crystal matter
From broken encounters
Do you think I’m cunning
Honey
[Chorus]
I know
It’s real
This fantasy air
Sweet enemy
Keep running away
I wanna make mistakes
I wanna be controversial
Shake away the fear
I want to appear
Need you with me
Here

[Outro]
What am I doing
Don't know what I'm doing
What am I doing