INTRO:
Ayo, this song is dedicated to all the mothaf*ckers
Who think it's just easily done when said
And have no idea what's it's like to be like me
VERSE 01:
I feel like I'm walkin in this world without a goal yet
Lot's of pain, I'm a nervous wreck
I ain't got no check but I fill out papers for these worthless subjects
I'm about to f*cking disperse this f*ckin uzi on all you f*ckin rejects
My f*cking past got my life caged
Full of devil and rage, especially when I started to age
And this anger is growin like a fire, I don't care about being nicer
I pray that Lord answers; maybe I'm a f*ckin liar
Watchin students while they livin life so it's just an reminder
How sh*tty my life is come too be you can't be dumb as me
I just want too put this sh*t about my mom behind me
Along with this regrets and these half sisters
I feel as if I just gave IE my last real lovin kisses
Cause all I see is a demon and it wants to come outside
So don't be alarmed when I'm on the news
When they say a person has died
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That's rock bottom - when this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom - when you want something bad enough to steal
That's rock bottom - when you feel like you've had it up to here
Cause you mad enough to scream but you're sad enough to tear
VERSE 02:
This song isn't about my empty promises and broken dreams
It's about what my life is about; do you know how many jobs I've filled out
I feel discourage, lonely, and a tourist
Livin in a house that with no hope, untarnished
And I'm sick of failin grade nine not getting A's
And I'm tired of caring about others before I see me
But f*ck it: if you know the rules to a game, play em
Cause if I die it would kill me because IE would cry
Life can give you lemons, but we gotta make the lemonade
But what happens when you ain't got sugar in it after it's made
I'm kinda happy but also sadly
But what can I do but look at life and say f*ck this sh*t
Why do I walk around inner-depressed and mad every day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
My mother wants me to call my sister today but I'm too hurt to talk anyway
I live my life like a sloth and I watched the rest go away
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VERSE 03:
I got a family that loves me, some friends that like me, hoes that hug me
But I still am not happy even livin in a better place away from them dummies
I want the brain, the pain, the money and fame
But that means I got too go through the hells, bodies screamin in flames
I get the feeling of stealing your checkbook and making you pain
My life was never suppose to end up like this
Cause right now, I am about to fail my test and quiz
I've got problems – peoples from my block got em too
They just want too get out the ghetto findin ways in life
I got no more fun; hope my soul is unlocked when god stops by
Because I don't know if I know where the f*ck my life is going
And while you flaunt your diamonds and karrot earring
I got a couple of things that may make you sit and listen for a few
Cause I ain't ever say my life was worse then yours
I just can't take this pain, I just can't take it anymore
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