break the pattern* lyrics

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[Intro]
(Critters, they bite)

Everything is not as it appears, just as I had fear
I don't want your crocodile tears, they're not welcomed here
Living life with covered eyes and hear, how can that be fair?
Couldn't bring the pain [?], so I left it there

Live and death, I pick the latter
I'm the same b*tch, no matter
How you flip the page 'til pieces scattered
Put it back together
Stuck inside a trap, call it trapping 'causе he's trapped forevеr
Stuck inside your wake
Wouldn't listen, couldn't break the pattern

[Verse 2]
Look at yourself, take a look at yourself are you happy with all that you got?
When you [?] to me and you're lying to me [?]