The Hope lyrics

[Intro]
(Grrah-grrah)
(Trap, you made that sh*t?)
(Grrah-grrah)
(Grrah, grrah-grrah)
(I keep tryna tell you i'm perfect)
(Grrah-grrah)
(I keep tryna tell you i'm perfect, a lot of you said i was perfect)
(Lot of you said i was perfect, i should have knew it wasn't worth it)
(Grrah, grrah, grrah-grrah)

[Chorus]
I can't try to act like i'm perfect
To be honest i be feelin' worthless
I don't know what's this place that i live on
I just be feelin' stuck in this earth sh*t
And i don't wanna hurt her i got to
Cause i don't hurt it first and i'm hurt quick
Yeah my mom really f*cked up i'm sorry
I'm tryna show you i'm not really perfect

[Verse 1]
I've been f*cked up on bro i've been buggin'
I got nobody talk to my lovin'
I don't even put love in my damn self
It's been years since i spoke to my cousins
And the ones that i talk to i doom 'em
If you chill with the opp n*ggas f*ck it
You ain't hurtin me baby just move on
You goin' to hit my phone back when you want it
[Verse 2]
Everyday tryna duck the indictments
Take a perc' when i start feelin' lifeless
I know just for the moment it help
I lost all of my brothers i'm frightened
I'll be stuck i got nowhere to go
They call Jay the ticket well call me the ho
I walk to that block and i ain't have to show
I'm tired of rappin' of sh*t that they know
I'm tryna spit pain up in all of my music
But fans want to listen to how i'm on go
I can't do interviews anymore ima lose it
They keep bringin' up Nazzy and talkin bout Go
I be stuck in my thoughts i don't want to do music
Put this one to my chain out up it and blow
I lost all of my brothers don't know what i'm doin'
Three o'clock in the morning i'm speakin' to ghosts

[Verse 3]
Had my pain and my racks i feel f*cked up
I just know anyday i could die
See OY everyday when im f*cked up
You don't care what i'm sayin i'm [?]
I be tryin' to do sh*t just for every lil' body
Got a daughter like who gon' do it for mine
And nobody outside tryna go to that block
So don't worry 'bout me i'll do it i'm 5ive
Word to bro i be actin real crazy
Word to bro it be sh*t that i fear
Word to my dead i got PTSD i start flockin' on anyone start movin' weird
Oh you want a tough n*gga, i ain't that for you
Baby i'm f*cked up i'm mentally scared
But no runnin' up n*gga, i ain't that for you
Word to my deads if you push up i flare
Goofy, we try to up and make movies
Goofy, if you do me wrong then you lose me
Goofy, i can't let you that b*tch use me
Goofy, [?]
Goofy, i let all these people abuse me
Goofy, and i let these b*tches confuse me
Goofy, talkin' on Nay now you [?]
Goofy, see all the pain i got thru' me, goofy
[Verse 4]
I ain't perfect i swear i'm just f*cked up and sh*t
Like, i just want to run from this sh*t
Like, i can't put the gun down for sh*t
Like, i've been new when it come down to this
But, i ain't think i could look out for sh*t
But, you know everyone f*ck up and sh*t
But, take it back i ain't want none of this sh*t
But, grrah
Do you see how i'm rappin' my feelings
Let me talk i just need you to listen
Do you really got something for healing
And be right when i look at that barrel
It was multiple shooters and killers
She asked me what i do for a living
If i tell you you leavin' i feel it

[Chorus]
I can't try to act like i'm perfect
To be honest i be feelin' worthless
I don't know what's this place that i live on
I just be feelin' stuck in this earth sh*t
And i don't wanna hurt her i got to
Cause i don't hurt it first and i'm hurt quick
Yeah my mom really f*cked up i'm sorry
I'm tryna show you i'm not really perfect