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[Verse 1]
I can't tell what I'm thinking
And I don't wanna tell what it is
This weight on my mind
Haunts me every hour
It's love that I'm certain
But is it really love for my other half
But you're so sweet

[Chorus]
It hurts so much to say
I'm not sure if we should stay this way
It's our first love
But I don't know if it should be our last
Am I the b*tch for holding you close, when deep inside
I really know my heart is breaking
And I don't want yours to
Our bridge started burning
Long before this melody formed

[Verse 2]
Loud thoughts in my head
Gathered dust instead
You're kind and you're perfect
But someone else's soul
Might make you feel morе whole
We start to bleed
[Chorus]
It hurts so much to say
I'm not sure if wе should stay this way
It's our first love
But I don't know if it should be our last
Am I the b*tch for holding you close
When deep inside I really know
My heart is breaking
And I don't wanna feel what I'm feeling
My heart is breaking
And I don't want yours to
I know that love is never simple, and it's true
This never was for sh*ts and giggles
We untangle and angle our minds
But it can never help to mantle
The problems we can't leave behind