Regrets lyrics

[Verse 1]
Afraid of change, when everything always changes
My own life has be fading away
Afraid of pain when everything isn't painless
And is fading away
Remember December? In the cafe
We were playing with the lunch trays
Now my home is memory lane, with every pitstop
My heart aches and aches and aches
Can someone take me off this road?
Can’t stay here ever more, just pinch me hardеr
Wake me up, open up a door and bring mе home

[Pre-Chorus]
There's so much sudden panic ever since I was stranded here
You knew I hated goodbyes
So how could you vanish?
So how could you disappear?
And let me suffer through the damage
Leaving time to take its toll
Nobody sees this as a tragedy, I'm rapidly a joke

[Chorus]
Kept regrets for so long
Can’t forget, want 'em gone
In a world of kings and queens
I've been a pawn
Feels like every move is wrong
Before is where I'm drawn to
I keep replaying the scenes, I can't move on
[Post-Chorus]
I don't like how everybody's faces
Seem to look at me strange, makes me anxious
I'm terrified of confrontation
My life’s been so wasted, and I’ve lost my patience
My relaxation has been diminished
No one lets me finish, any of my sentences
Everything I know is stressing
They think I'm mending, but I’m never my best

[Verse 2]
Made myself feel like heartbreak before I was 10
Back then, it felt so serious
Pain like table tennis, I can't focus with all these headaches
So confused and I just let it loop, feels so black and blue
Know it's a pending deja vu
I wanna stick like glue, but we're just kids in school
I’m such a fool

[Chorus]
Kept regrets for so long
Can't forget, want 'em gone
In a world of kings and queens
I've been a pawn
Feels like every move is wrong
Before is where I'm drawn to
I keep replaying the scenes, I can't move on
[Verse 3]
Afraid of change, when everything always changes
My own life has be fading away
Afraid of pain when everything isn't painless
I'm getting so drained my brain can't deal with these alterations
Nothing's feasible, unbelievable
How much people different from years ago
Crazy how much they grow
Can't say I know, I wish time just froze
Since I've never known how to cope
So when kids turn into adults

[Chorus]
Kept regrets for so long
Can't forget, want 'em gone
In a world of kings and queens
I've been a pawn
Feels like every move is wrong
Before is where I'm drawn to
I keep replaying the scenes, I can't move on
Kept regrets for so long
Can't forget, want 'em gone
In a world of kings and queens
I've been a pawn
Feels like every move is wrong
Before is where I'm drawn to
I keep replaying the scenes, I can't move on