XXL Freshman Freestyle: PnB Rock lyrics

[Verse]
Oh, yeah
Last year I was locked up, I was in a cell
This year now I'm on charts, I'ma give 'em hell
Been through a lot of sh*t
Before I ever seen the fame and the glory
Before you judge me and think you above me
Lemme tell you a story
Yeah, let me take you way back
I'm talkin' way, way before the deal
Yeah, I'm talkin' way, way back
Back when sh*t was super real
My mama have five boys
Three baby daddies, two of 'em got killed
The other one was a deadbeat
Might as well say that n*gga got killed
Growin' up without a dad
Always had it bad, we was in and out of shelters
Crazy how we had family all around the world
And really, ain't nobody really help us
My mama went and got a boyfriend that beat her ass
I remember feelin' helpless
Swear, I wish I could f*cking catch him
Swear, man, I would f*ckin' wet him
Yeah, sh*t, uh
Man, it's crazy how the times change
'Cause lately I've been in a different mind frame
And lately I've been thinkin' 'bout the bigger picture
Thinkin' 'bout my brother, man, I miss that n*gga
When he got killed that night I wish that I was with that n*gga
Swear, I wish heaven was like jail when I could visit n*ggas
Speakin' of visits, I'm screaming "free Shotty"
Can't even lie, I need the go see Shotty
Lately I've been trippin', I've been actin' different
I've been fake busy, I've been f*ckin' all these b*tches
Sometimes I got caught up in the fame
But my loyalty to you will never change, bro, don't get it twisted
My mama and my baby mama say that I been distant
But really I just been takin' care of business
Think about this sh*t in a couple months
Leave it up to me and we all gon' be livin' different
I'm talkin' big houses, big cars, and big business
I'm tryna put my n*ggas in the good position
I'm tryna pay Milan whole school tuition
So she ain't gotta worry 'bout these f*ck n*ggas
I'm teachin' her right now not to trust n*ggas
And anything she need, she can call me
Don't worry 'bout her, that's my seed, yup, that's all me
Just know if you cross her, then you cross me
Pressure, this for all my n*ggas that done left for us
And everybody tellin' me I'm next up
I gotta stay strong through it all
And act like I ain't goin' through it all, through this pressure
Oh, yeah