Pain & Depression lyrics

Pain and depression
I be so sick of fighting aggression
Hold up I got a confession
Liking my life a lil less than
God can you answer this question
Why do I feel so rejected
And why have I been thinking bout ending it
Maybe I just need some good directions

Why does this sh*t have to hit me at night
Why does it keep getting harder to fight
Why can I never do anything right
All of this pain in the sh*t that I write
I just been doing this all on my own
To ease pain its a blunt to the dome
Drinking so much man I swear this sh*t hurt
Why do I feel so alone on this earth
Why do I feel like I don't have a worth
Nobodys there when I ever need help
Nobody knows the pain that I done delt
Nobody knows all the pain that I felt
Why does life have to be such a damn b*tch
All of my friends man I swear that they switched
Feels like I'm stuck at the end of a cliff
Feeling so stiff
Taking a risk
All of the people that died that I miss
Please can you tell me I feel like this
The others are happy their life in a bliss
Mine has been crappy it feelin' like sh*t
Feeling the urge that I just wanna quit
Not really sure what the f*ck I done did
Been feelin' like this since I was a kid
All of the feelings that I had done hid

Tried everything
I can never get rid
Something I really just have to admit
Guess I don't fit
sh*t ain't the same
Goin' insane
But whos to blame
Life been a blur
Slurring my words
Maybe one day I hope I can find peace
God can you help me I'm asking you please
I go thru so much I swear nobody sees
They think that I'm happy but this the real steeze
Feeling so lost I ain't talking bout sea
Life is is a b*tch and it sting like a bee
People they don't even really know me
(Hoping one day that I can just be free (x2) )