The blindless lyrics

I feel like im always scared
I feel like a monster always wanna say beware
Think im scared of you
Well i dont really care
No matter what they say im still going to be the top of the rank
I need more money
But i know i can't get it from the bank
Yea me and my family struggling
People dont know
But that is the real reason we hustling
Got in a fight last week
But still no suspension for me
Im staring into the clouds
Wondering am i rising
Or are they coming down
Im color blind
Even tho i still see blue
Alot on my plate
But that isnt my favorite food
I sip from the fountain of youth
So if i die young
Blame it on the juice
Dont call it a comeback
It was dark
But now the sun back
Your rap might have hit me hard
But i always punch back
Dont talk about the punchline
Go ahead get a sip of wine
Because this win will be all mine
Mama tell me to be careful
Voice in my head give me an earful
But I got mind control over my control
I lost control but knew I’d find control
I let God control what I cannot control
Can't control the tears, let them drop and roll
I think of trolls
And that my heart kinda feel like coal
Or my mind is on fire so i just drop in roll