happy as me lyrics

[Intro]
I love 6yari

[Verse 1]
She's standing in my room
And I can't tell if she's real
A doctor in her gown
But that won't get me to heal
So put away your tools
Don't operate on me
I'm fine just where I'm at
So I'll tell you one last thing

[Chorus]
Baby, I want you to hate me like I hate myself
I think you should find your loving in somebody else
I see you're just tryin' to change it, but it does no help
So save your breath, I'm so unwell
Push them all away so they're as happy as me
When I'm finally silent and I'm six underneath
I bite my tongue so hard, it's probably breaking my teeth
I love you so damn much, but I just wish you would leave me

[Verse 2]
A bast*rd's what I am
But they don't seem convinced
So I'll f*ck up all your plans
The pain's making you wince
I got bored of it, it's my problem
And I made it yours without solving
So hate me, please, and start walking
Walking away from me while I'm rotting
[Chorus]
'Cause baby, I want you to hate me like I hate myself
I think you should find your loving in somebody else
I see you're just tryin' to change it, but it does no help
So save your breath, I'm so unwell
Push them all away so they're as happy as me
When I'm finally silent and I'm six underneath
I bite my tongue so hard, it's probably breaking my teeth
I love you so damn much, but I just wish you would leave me