memories they fade away lyrics
by xvnki
Maybe
Maybe I deserve the way i feel
Memories they fade away
Everyday is like a new day
By the end of it just feel like killing myself
Maybe that's my fault?
God put me this way
So I would suffer more
And to make me die alone
Maybe I was meant to be nothing but dust
If I can’t remember, then just put me down
I try to hold on, but the grip is so weak
I search for the past, but it cuts when I speak
Every new sunrise just darkens my soul
Am I even real if I’ll never be whole?
Lost in a cycle, a loop in my head
Forget all the pain, just to feel it all again
This f*cking sickness or disorder ending my end
If I’m meant to suffer, then why do I wait?
With you I was born
With you I loved
With you I died
With you I'm gone
Maybe that's my fault?
God put me this way
So I would suffer more
And to make me die alone
Oh I slit my wrist
And I'm sorry again
For my body, for my brain
For the blood that I lost