Make my momma proud lyrics

I know it don't sound like it but I'm being foreal
I'll pick up a gun but I won't do a drill

I'm tryna tell her put the gun down I ain't tryna die without my momma proud
I ain't tryna play with them gun sounds I ain't tryna die cause the gang around
I was thinking every night crying down my face I was thinking of a place where I wanna stay
I don't wanna die without my momma proud yeah I don't want her to cry cause I was being a clown
I was getting sh*t talked right to my face I'll get mad at a n*gga but I won't lace
I'm tryna live with a new style I just wanna die with my momma proud
I know I say this so many times but I'm being foreal I'll pick up a gun but I won't do a drill
n*ggas on my di*k and that sh*t last a while yeah sh*t be on my mind and yeah it last a while
I be thinking of sh*t yeah it's too dark I know my momma yeah she raised a star
I don't wanna lie yeah it's been a while I ain't smoking on deads like I'm the Richh Kyle

I'm tryna tell her put the gun down I ain't tryna die without my momma proud
I ain't tryna play with them gun sounds I ain't tryna die cause the gang around
I was thinking every night crying down my face I was thinking of a place where I wanna stay
I don't wanna die without my momma proud yeah I don't want her to cry cause I was being a clown
I wanna tell em all to the they face n*ggas don't know me cuase I don't like to embrace
But I like to keep it foreal now I'm just tryna go up I ain't tryna go down
I been tryna improve myself a lot they some fake friends they came from the parking lot
f*ck all that dissing yeah you a b*tch n*ggas tryna act cool but they was on my di*k
I ain't tryna tell them twice I ain't tryna tell no lies

I'm tryna tell her put the gun down I ain't tryna die without my momma proud
I ain't tryna play with them gun sounds I ain't tryna die cause the gang around
I was thinking every night crying down my face I was thinking of a place where I wanna stay
I don't wanna die without my momma proud yeah I don't want her to cry cause I was being a clown
I was getting sh*t talked right to my face I'll get mad at a n*gga but I won't lace
I'm tryna live with a new style I just wanna die with my momma proud
I know I say this so many times but I'm being foreal I'll pick up a gun but I won't do a drill
n*ggas on my di*k and that sh*t last a while yeah sh*t be on my mind and yeah it last a while