loser aka incel aka disgusting freak aka murderer aka suicide is the only cure lyrics

[Verse]
Getting better, I'm not getting better at this
It's now or never, I should say whatever to this
My favorite sweater, write the perfect letter in it
Cause I killed Heather and he doesn't know I did it
Crawl in your body, I can feel you, feel you
Thank God you're mine, won't let him steal you, steal you
I hate myself because I'm not you, not you
You can see that in me so I almost lost you
No one asked me how I'm feeling today
They only ask me if I'm free, don't care what I gotta say
I spent all of last night throwing up causе I feel so ashamed
It's not a really good feeling when you throw your lifе away
I'll live the rest of my damned life wearing this mask on my face
Cause they won't know who killed that girl, it's one complicated cas
I wanna kill myself so I can make it all go away
I'll take the pill myself, I promise that you don't gotta lace me
Peel off your skin and I won't use a blade
Rather use my nails the scratch is satisfying
Oh it just takes it all away, takes it all away

[Outro]
Getting better, I'm not getting better at this
It's now or never, I should say whatever to this
My favorite sweater, write the perfect letter in it
Cause I killed Heather and he doesn't know I-