abandon lyrics

[Intro]
Why you're wasting my time?
Tell me how it felt to commit your crime
In my head I only hear your cries
And you're dead with the pills unadvised

[Chorus]
I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog, maybe I should just die
And I'm stuck inside a life, that I know isn't mine
Spit in my grave when I'm villainized
sh*t never changed, guess I'll be this way until I die

[Verse]
I cannot just leave my past behind
It'll always come back to me a remind
I can't take back your innocence, already intertwined
Carrying this weight on my shoulders, I've been so blind
Why my dirty lil' mind plays tricks on me all the time?
I need this I need that, no, I f*cking don't
I just need to take a break and regain all my self-control
My heart's pounding inside, I pray to God I don't die
What comes next for me will be fire
'Cause I couldn't get over my desire
[Chorus]
I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog, maybe I should just die
And I'm stuck inside a life, that I know isn't mine