im sorry i accidentally died for a lil lyrics

[Verse 1]
My soul came out of my body, when she said she doesn't love me
Died last night I feel disgusting, eat too much or I eat nothing
And I was never coping properly, she lives in my mind, it's her property
And when I'm alone I'm in poverty
I'm always alone when she's not with me
Me

[Verse 2]
Four in the morning I feel lost, all of my habits can't find the cause
I'm losing track of time because, losing my mind was not enough
I guess, I'm too hard on myself for all my mistakes
But one of these days, one of these days
I'm just scared that you'll еnd up leaving me
Me