I Tried To Commit Suicide lyrics

[Hook]
I tried to commit suicide
I had a gun in my mouth and a tear in my eye
Where's my Muthaf*ckin' daughter at
Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at
I know she wonders where her father's at [x2]

I tried to commit......

[Verse 1]
Suicide I had a lot on my mind
I couldn't figure nothin' out and my momma just died
It's like everything was blowin' up in my mind
I couldn't determine what was wrong or right
I'm goin' Madesicc (fo' life)
I ain't the type to b*tch, whine or moan
But now I'm in a weird place and I'm really missin' home
Naw metaphorically I'm really missin' home
I couldn't explain how much I'm really missin' home, (mind gone)
I'm on some sh*t that'll get you locked up
Put in the trunk, n*gga that's life, sh*ts f*cked up
I remember when I use to sit at home all alone in my room thinkin'
I'm hungry for food, my momma screamin' in the front room
Drivin' me crazy, I feel like jumpin' out the window
I'm itchin' like scabies, cause my mind's tryin' to play me
And nobody cares, I might as well take this nine mili and die right here
[Hook]
I tried to commit suicide
I had a gun in my mouth and a tear in my eye
Where's my Muthaf*ckin' daughter at
Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at
I know she wonders where her father's at [x2]

I tried to commit......

[Verse 2]
Life keep a gun
I'm always on the watch-out
n*ggas think I'm dumb
'Til I pull that Glock out
Leave a n*gga numb
Somebody bring the cops out
His work day is done
Yeah, he had to clock out
I could be the blackout
n*ggas really don't want that
Send 'em on the plane wit that thang and it's dark black
Plastic and as if I asked it, it came out
Couldn't trust a n*gga so I maintain' the same route
Why should I trust a n*gga, they think wit they p*nis
Then they wonder why there's friction between us
I'm tryna get to Venus; sucka duck you mothaf*ckas
I could just leave it and treat it like another supper
I could just eat it take it how it comes
And when it's all said and done we ain't got to wait for reruns
I can't even see cuz in the rearview mirror
Hey, let me get right back to this nine (f*ck sh*t)
[Hook]
I tried to commit suicide
I had a gun in my mouth and a tear in my eye
Where's my Muthaf*ckin' daughter at
Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at
I know she wonders where her father's at [x2]

I tried to commit......

[Verse 3]
Hey, my life has been so f*cked up
It's all on a b*tch
Ever since I was 13 I wanted to be rich
Tried sellin' dope; naw that didn't work out
I was juckin' in The Creek
I couldn't get my work-out
Too many n*ggas was juckin', that brought the cops out
Yeah, I went back to the Gardens and mom kept me locked out
Livin' in the regal, think' it's sumthin' illegal
We know how it is when you ain't workin' wit them eagles
Dope money paid for my EP
Tower Records put it on consignment
And I had a sample of Knee Deep
Those days were good days, these days is no good
n*ggas think I got a million probably cause I probably should
Sittin' in this tight-ass studio 'bout to change it
Reverse and rearrange it, now I'm with Strange b*tch
This better work-out, I'm tired of the same sh*t
So I put it in my mouth, yeah, I'm goin' out
[Hook]
I tried to commit suicide
I had a gun in my mouth and a tear in my eye
Where's my Muthaf*ckin' daughter at
Thinkin' about the next place I can slaughter at
I know she wonders where her father's at [x2]

I tried to commit......