Haunted lyrics

I had a girl and I wanted to love her
But love was an hour that I fool around
So all of my feelings I kept to myself
I had a girl and I wanted to love her
But love was an hour that I fool around
So all of my feelings I kept to myself
Not when my silence was letting it out

I'm haunted by the day
When the scared young man
Pushed her away
And I ain't loved
Still you to climb up
I just hope I can win her back in time